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the little airmaid - Threshold
...she walked in through the out door.
dalaruan
dalaruan
the little airmaid
In early childhood I was able to fly. At stairhead I closed my eyes and when I opened them again I stood downstairs. Sometimes I opened my eyes during the flight and saw myself floating in the air, above the dark and narrow stairs of our small house. I was never afraid and thought that everyone could do this. But adults and also other children where alienated when I mentioned it and so I kept silent.

I was a weird, disturbing child and learnt to hide my traits. Because I want to belong, to be more like others, even if I have to clip my wings. I cut them off, but never learnt to walk properly.


Greenhill State Hospital

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From: (Anonymous) Date: May 9th, 2010 09:59 pm (UTC) (Link)
vielleicht wachsen flügel nach, irgendwann.
und tragen nicht nur hinab.
dalaruan From: dalaruan Date: May 9th, 2010 10:12 pm (UTC) (Link)

Hades

Verblüffend, aber tatsächlich kannte ich damals nur den Weg hinab, auf diese Weise. Und ja, es ist an der Zeit sich aufzuschwingen.
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